Fog and Sound
I’ve been having a hard time thinking this week. This isn’t the real essay. This is a placeholder. The real essay is incomplete, pending a time when I can think, and pay attention, and construct a spine and ribcage to…
Category Personal
Regrets and Resolutions
I still feel like I’ve wasted a lot of time. It’s easy to tell yourself that your future is still ahead of you while you consume it bit by bit, bite by bite. It’s easy to just keep chewing on…
What You Are
It’s Halloween now. I am not a child or a person who has children, nor even someone who turns on a porch light and hands out candy, so the trick-or-treating doesn’t matter to me. I don’t know anyone here to…
DevBlog: Diverted
Bleh. Okay. I’m done working on Turncoat for now. It was going okay, but I just have zero passion for the project at the moment. I think it might be worth picking back up at some point, but right now…
Trapped
In this stupid house, the only place I can afford to live at the moment, with inconsiderates who leave messes and fail to maintain the property – in a web of decisions going back decades, schools and friends and identities…
EverEnding DevBlog 99: Side Tracks
This is a weird one. Well, first let’s talk about where I’m at with the detail editor. The behavior editor is getting close to finished now: It’s kind of ugly, but it doesn’t have to look nice, and all of…
Global Offenses
Over the last week or so, I’ve been sitting here and watching the world go crazy. Well, that’s not accurate. The world’s been crazy all along, and there have been plenty of examples of that popping up all over the…
EverEnding DevBlog 98: Confusion
It’s all been slow, and keeps on being slow. It takes me too long to wake up and too long to fall asleep and I never feel quite in the right place to get work done. There’s a rhythm to…
EverEnding DevBlog 97: The Work
Apparently a week has passed since the last time I wrote a devblog. Wow. Weird. It feels like it was maybe two or three days. I have come unstuck in time. Poo-tee-weet. Okay. The basic interface of the detail editor…
Familiarity
In this world, there are so many things to experience, weird and wonderful and varied and vivid. Most of us will only see a handful of them – basically nothing, when compared with what’s possible. Even just in the realm of…